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justsomedude_

I don't know how to help, OP. All I got is me walking in the dark for about 40 years trying to fix my life. It took me too long to realize that my depression is because I felt stuck, forever in a prison, forever captive by people, places, circumstances. I realized I cannot paint the prison pink. In order to stop being depressed, I had to escape. It involved hurting others, tears, curses, fits of rage, being disowned, being hated. But I did it. And I do not regret a thing. Financially I am worse. I have no family left to back me up, no friends and no relationships. But mentally I am great. I am smiling in the morning, working my ass off to maintain a solitary existence, and I go to bed tired, but satisfied. Sure, I sometimes get sad, I do get angry, I do get dissapointed. But I am no longer a prisoner of my life.

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axelbindergag

Same here bro.... keep in there, im also waiting for a change. Make the small things matter and spread love where you can....!

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kurkahn

I don't know you and don't know any of your problems. PC games are good and all but you need to meet people, try to find a new hobby. Don't be scared to try. I hope you will get better soon and believe me, once you find your New bitch you will be glad to be alive. Don't make something stupid my friend.

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sobaloda

Hey man there is this awesome community out there called Healthy Gamer. If you need similar ppl around to share with check it out! It helped me for a while

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darth1984

I can't escape the bed, I sleep too much. Lost job, lost friend, lost passion for life. And it will not be better, only emptier and full of disappointments.

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dethc0m

It's okay friend. Things will only get worse till we are too withered old and pathetic to continue on.

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froboto

Stop bitching about a fake ass depression

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cattaract

Go see a therapist.... it helps

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viking_scum

Know the feel man..

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phoenixorion44

Hopefully not stalking her or being all weird AF.

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